Saturday, March 1, 2008

sex and accountability.

so i realized i don't know how to hold people accountable to stuff.
like do i just call them up and say,
"Hi! It's rachel. are you having sex with your boyfriend?"

on that note... sex.
and love. and dating. and marriage. and attraction. and purity. and sex. and God's plan for my life.it feels weird to say that i have been learning a lot about those subjects lately, because the reality is i have never even dated anyone, well kinda have, but not really.

so i have been typing sentences and then deleting them. and the typing some more stuff and then deleting it. i had a few paragraphs but decided not to post it.
maybe i will finish this thought, but maybe not.

other news: i keep getting sick. all i want to do is sleep. im still coughing a little and my nose is stuffed up but i think im pretty much better.
we will see how i feel in the morning (read afternoon) when i wake up for class.

6 comments:

Jillian, Riverside said...

i haven't seen you since i've been back. but.

we didn't even kiss :) not once :)

rachel said...

thats good.

but i was totally talking about someone else. so any tips?

Jillian, Riverside said...

any tips on how to not kiss your kinda fake but real 5 month boyfriend thing? no. it was hard. i guess...just have a man in your life who's committed enough to the Lord to where he doesn't let temptation rule him.

it was nice.

Becca said...

YOU HAVE WHAT I HAVE!!!

sleep a lot. go to the doctor. get meds. lol

i love you!!!

Eric McFarland said...

this is an awkward blog to comment.. but we are friends.. so i am commenting... so yeah... comment.

rachel said...

i ment any tips on talking to my friend.

but way to go!